Historian of My Own Body

I kept the official version. My body kept its own.

Jul 7 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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June 2026

The Fight You Don't Choose

Some yeses are not yeses. Part 2.

Jun 11 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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May 2026

After the After

Five pieces on what comes after you thought you were done. Part one.

May 19 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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Most of them have not earned it

The headline, the room, the argument, the outrage. You can witness it without handing over your whole nervous system.

May 1 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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April 2026

The Strange Aliveness of Being Unmoored

The nervous system does not check the paperwork.

Apr 23 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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Healing doesn't mean finished

For anyone still wondering if they failed

Apr 1 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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March 2026

Living Room Invitation - April 2026

For our Paid Members

Mar 29 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

Set It Down for an Hour

What if nothing falls apart when you stop deciding for a little while?

Mar 18 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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Evidence of Joy

Sometimes happiness arrives already framed

Mar 11 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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Ambition Without Hunger

A case for contentment that doesn’t kill your drive.

Mar 3 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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February 2026

You Were Never a Rough Draft

A leaf. A shiver. A reminder: you don’t have to earn aliveness.

Feb 25 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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The Anchor Pack

INTERNAL MEMORANDUM

Feb 18 • Alexander Lovell, PhD

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